In things relating to salvation, yeah,
it's dangerous territory to start speculating but in terms of
relating to God, I honestly think, more than anything, he is amused
by our speculations of him as a Father or Mother would be assumed at
the speculations of their young children. I think if he didn't want
us to ponder him and who he is, he would have only given us the Word
and not also revealed so much of himself in the world around us and
through our interactions with other human beings.
In terms of what heaven will be like, in the end I don't think it really matters, we will all be wrong, because what awaits us is beyond imagining, is beyond our comprehension. I take the Bible's physical descriptions of heaven "with a grain of salt" because, personally, I don't think jewels are very pretty and I am not impressed by gold. I think what was trying to be conveyed is that it is a place of beauty beyond compare, where there is no want or squalor...and so much more.
With that preface, on to more speculating.
I have often heard people say, "When I get to heaven I'm going to ask...," but it seems like the persons intent is to ask it right then, right when they get through the gate or even when they're standing in line at the door. If you read the Psalms, you God is comfortable with questions, he doesn't always answer them, but David asked a lot and he was called a man after God's own heart.
We are
going to be an eternity in heaven, a "time" so long that it
ceases to be measured. I think there will be time enough for every
question and that we will hear every other persons questions and that
we will be encouraged to ask more questions and have innumerable
questions answered without even asking. Why? Because through our
questions we will understand God more fully, through others questions
we will understand him even more fully, and to understand God more
fully is to better be able to praise him, because we will better
understand why he is to be praised. I think heaven is partly going to
be a show and tell of how God worked in your life (what you
understand of his work before your questions and even more after your
questions have been answered).
I
think one of the experiences of heaven is going to be looking back at
our life through the eyes, maybe not of God (because even our
"indestructible" souls would probably explode or
something), but through the eyes of heaven. I think we will see how
everything effected everything and everyone else, how everything was
connected together. I think at first we will be consumed with an
almost overwhelming sadness, for we will see all the opportunities
lost, all the good deeds prepared for us that were left undone. Now,
before you tell me, "There's no tears in heaven," let me
finish. I think we will then be be shown the picture more fully, that
things will be pointed out that we didn't notice at first glace. I
think we will be shown how God "has caused all things to work
for the good of those who love him," how God managed to take our
feeble attempts when we tried our best and caused everything to work
out beautifully, to realize he made our individual imperfections into
a whole that is perfection.
So
keep on saving up your questions and, when we get there, don't be
scared to ask...but maybe wait awhile, merely gazing at the face of
God will probably answer thousands of questions we never knew to ask.
Also,
try to look at your life and the lives of those around you through
the eyes of heaven. Try to think, "How is God going to use that
in the picture?" "How is God going to use that aspect of
that persons life for the ultimate good?"
Maybe
sometime soon I'll make everyone nervous by devoting a post to trying
to describe God, but I think this is enough speculating for now. :)
P.S. I think if I do have a "crown" it's going to be made of something living with leaves and flowers incorporated in...and maybe have a hummingbird nest on it as well. Whatever it is, it will match me better than I could ever match it myself and yours will match you.