The following is one of my very
favorite quotes:
A child kicks its legs rhythmically
through excess, not absence, of life. Because children have abounding
vitality, because they are in spirit fierce and free, therefore they
want things repeated and unchanged. They always say, “Do it again”;
and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly dead. For
grown-up people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But
perhaps God is strong enough… It is possible that God says every
morning, “Do it again,” to the sun; and every evening, “Do it
again,” to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes
all daisies alike: it may be that God makes every daisy separately,
but has never got tired of making them. It may be that He has the
eternal appetite of infancy; for we have sinned and grown old, and
our Father is younger than we.
- G.K. Chesterton, Orthodoxy
I have no idea
where I first came across it, I know it was years ago and, at various
times since then, the line “for we have sinned and grown old, and
our Father is younger than we” passes through my mind. I really
have no concept of time (with the exception of being on time for
things, normally early), days, months, years, they don't mean much
to me. Part of this is because I have a very horrible memory, so I
think I live in the present more than most. Because of this poor
sense of time, in some ways I feel ageless but there is another part
of me that for a very long time has felt so very old. I remember the
first time I read the Lord of the Rings and Legolas first ventured
into Fangorn Forest and said something like “This forest is old, it
almost makes me feel young again,” a part of me longed to walk
there, for I wanted to feel young again, too. Perhaps it is sin that
ages our souls, I can see how sin would make them feel worn out,
weary, and old. Yes, souls are made of immortal stuff, but sin is the
most corrupting thing in the universe and souls weren't meant to rust
by it.
I also love the
idea of God making “every daisy separately,” the idea that
perhaps he paints each sunrise in the morning and the setting sun at
night, sculpts each snail shell from the inside out. Children thrive
on routine, on familiarity, on “doing it again,” but they also
have a great sense of wonder, a love for the new, novel, and
surprises; they have to, so many things are “firsts” each day of
their life. Well, I think God is also childlike in this sense, he may
paint the sky every morning and evening, but he never paints it the
same way twice. He may follow a template when fashioning a snowflake,
but each is a little different. He may shape each human in a basic
human shape, but each of us are unique in uncountable ways. God may
be all-knowing but maybe, just maybe, one reason he created us is
because he hopes to be surprised. Maybe this explains “God's Hope
in Man” that I talked about in a past blog post (on another blog,
I'll repost it to this one sometime soon). He gives us the resources
to reshape the universe and he's hoping we'll take up the spade and
start digging, building, tearing down, and making new.
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